Jesus Handed Me A Gold Item

Vision: I had a vision of Jesus and he was handing me something golden. It looked like a coin or golden bread. idk This was an animated black and white line art and was very dark black ink outlines. If I remember he was smiling as he was handing it to me. The coin/bread he handed me was gold.
Vision: I saw a guy holding a girls hand in the hair like laying down and doing it and I felt this was my hand and the strong man’s hand.
Dream: I dreamed the strong man was at my house and was in the bathroom or room and I was trying to get things ready for him. I only very little so I got him a poptart and big red and other things lol I asked my sisters if they could finish while I ran to the store to get meds for my migraine, and this girl was in line and said they came out with a new way to stop smoking…it was paper cigs she said.
Saw the following words…”Best“, “Special Coming“, and the word “Close“
Heard/saw a few things: Light turned on, door shut and a text message sound.
Vision: I saw a gray sign with the words “Thank You” in them. God always tells me to say thank you for the things he does that are unseen.
Vision: I saw a text message with words “Law” and I explained this meaning to the person I felt it was for.
Vision: I saw a man sitting in a wheelchair who had slicked back possibly wet hair to the end of his hair line, and he was looking out a window with no shirt on.
Dream: I dreamed my sister was getting married again and very similar to my last dream where I was not prepared with my dress and attire for her wedding yet, but somehow made it. Me and my other sister were her bridesmaids and there was some sadness with my mom and sister ab it. I believe this meaning is that she is going to be converted also and a bride of Jesus too, since she is getting visions/words from him also.
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Rejection: I have been experiencing so much rejection from ppl that it is making me scared to even talk with them. Ofc all this is in a game primarily, but still kinda hurtful when ppl don’t understand you and you feel so alone. The more God opens my eyes, the more I struggle with this. I know the more you have Jesus in you, the more people will run from you or ignore you or misunderstand you. I am not sure if this is a phase all prophetic ppl go through to this extreme, but pretty sure since Jesus did, we will also if we are like him. It’s just been a bit much lately and is a big part of my sadness. I miss ppl I should not miss still and hurt from not understanding why ppl have to leave you just bc you choose to follow Jesus. The worst part is…many that say they are christian’s are the primary ones who easily walk away from followers of Jesus. When your truly converted, you will know bc you will be misunderstood by many and left by many who say they know God. Jesus said the world will hate you bc of me…
John 15:18-27 —
18 If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you. 19 If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you. 20 Remember the word that I said unto you, The servant is not greater than his lord. If they have persecuted me, they will also persecute you; if they have kept my saying, they will keep yours also. 21 But all these things will they do unto you for my name’s sake, because they know not him that sent me.