I spoke to the Lord the other night, bc I was discouraged. I said, “Lord I don’t know what to do” He responded…”Try My Canvas.” What a beautiful way to say let me lead and I have it all planned for you on my own art canvas, instead of us trying to paint our own lives…he has the canvas for his sheep already done. I can’t paint my own canvas if I want to follow him. He is the potter and we are the clay…we just surrender to his plans over our own bc we trust him as our father Isaiah 64:8. Our own canvas cannot get us to his paradise. Only his canvas can!
I also heard Jesus say when I felt so sad…”And in the morning my love will come.” He speaks to us in the morning and restores our hearts…he is the morningstar. We suffer for a night, but joy comes in the morning Psalm 30:5. We suffer from the world bc it hates us or if God chastises us to retrain our wrong thinking, but Joy comes when he comes in the morning. He has proven this to me, I heard or seen him in the mornings after I suffer. The more wisdom also…the more suffering…For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow. Ecclesiastes 1:18. Picking up our cross is part of our walk. The servant is not greater than his Lord. If he suffered, we will also. John 15:20…Matthew 10:38 “And he that taketh not his cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me.”
Vision: I saw another man with black hair with black goatee.
Heard a man say, “I just can’t take it anymore!” his voice sounded teary and sad.
Dream: I had a very vivid dream of being in a room with a bunch of people in huddles bending over with hands behind their head like a fire drill, but they were scared bc satan was coming into the room to take people out in the hallway. I heard his voice and it brought me great fear and all the other’s. I was literally shaking at how evil he sounded. After he left the room, I ran to the closet before he came back to get the rest and hid under clothes to desguise myself as clothes. I could hear the fear from the people in the room. Satan has attacked me for years in my dreams and shown how much he hates me! He hates those that belong to Jesus!